the doubt

The Climb – Miley Cirus

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
The pain I’m knowing
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

In the midst of wariness, doubt, exhaustion, and frustration, I wonder if I can hanging in there. Keeping my self together, chanting to my self some prayers of encouragement..

I doubt and doubt and doubt.. and turned my face away from reality.. I know I have to make things right rather than destructing my self more. In my state, It’s my dream on the stake here.. Do I worth my dream?!

But then I remember.. The faith I had.. the wish that my mom and I planted that last night in Seoul. The promise to myself that I will come back. and I, myself will make that happen! I may feel like I’m on the rock bottom now but God has set this path for me, therefore, He will let me walk through this.

I may so badly crushed right now, I may have made some mistakes and bad decision, I may have lost love of myself and maybe of others… But I remember the night at 청계천 (cheon gye cheon)

in the middle of the hustle bustle of the city.. where no one care… An abundant flow of hopes flow in the city, through a creek named 청계천. It’s a peaceful place where everybody stops. To gain their spirit, to feel the nature, to refresh their mind. it’s a pit stop. I need one. I miss 청계천.

We threw our coin of wishes *not telling you what it was* and I know it’ll come true. I just need to work super harder.

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my hero at the creek

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